Every time I see this video I think back when I had this black drug dealer start giving me coke all the time, till I needed it and started buying from him. Then I got into debt with him and started making me beg to suck his black cock so I could just get a line. Then he made me do that in front of his black friends. while I was dressed like a girl for a line. Then I found myself hanging around, dressed like a sissy bitch while sucking and fucking him and his black friends for cocaine all the time. One day he handed me this baggie with a quarter pound of cocaine corner of a brick. He told me that was for me to use up and enjoy, but I had to take it home, break it up and snort all I could do, till I was as stupid as I get when I do coke. He told me he would come by later to cum in me. I went straight home and started crushing this coke up into a huge pile of power and small rocks. I snorted 6 grams in 2 big lines. I then went to mixing it with some weed, rolling joints, and smoking them. Then my mind started thinking how if I licked my big dildo, covered it with coke, and shoved it up my faggot ass, I would be so numb that when he cam over to fuck me, he could pound the shit out of me, as by then we would both be numb, and last a long time. By the time he got there, I was so out of mind and body, I didn't know what I was or what I was doing. He blindfolded, gagged me, and tied me up. I am pretty sure many guys had there way with me, but I was so fucked up, I am really not sure it wasn't just made up in my mind. I was soaked in cum, so I am pretty sure.